all i want, and this is it, nothing else. no money, no cars, no houses no fame and fortune. no sitting atop a throne commanding my small army while basking in the unquestioned love and adulation of a nation filled with 16 to 25 year old women. none of that. no being proclaimed a deity, of corn, sun, moon, hay, coffee mugs no deity status. no having perfectly white teeth, or million dollar smile. no endless supply of perfectly healthy krispy kreme donuts freshly baked in my home every morning. no.
no perpetual youth. no eternal health. no end to disease. or world hunger. no end to war. not peace. not a month long world encompassing massive declaration of love and peace and harmony among all the little and tall people from all the different cultures that have met and raped and pillaged each other. no.
no desire for everything to work like clockwork when im banking on it. no desire for endless green lights and an end to traffic. not being able to wake up midday and not go to work. no being able to rewind and do everything i ever wanted and experience everything there is to be experienced in a lifetime that may have passed me by. no.
no being perfectly capable at every single task i ever undertake, being adored as an artist in every medium. no being on mtv as hundreds of thousands of teenagers yell their little brainless heads off for my attention like so many small annoying dogs. no true ultimate power. no soundeffects for my life, or a soundtrack. no having a revolutionary film director direct my life and have it premier as the greatest cinematic masterpiece of this or any other time as it plays during my wake, with the credits rolling only to reveal that i was the director. no.
i dont want any of it. not even money.
all i want.....
is that one person who makes it all just effortlessly go away.
thats all.
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streams of consciousness monologues as told to the empty space that should be occupied by a person.
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