30.4.04
do it tomorrow.
problem is tomorrow always becomes today. so i procrastinate indefinately. but the only reason i do so is because its worked for me so far. ultimately something happens to make it ok for me. dont have housing and the deadline passed? no matter two days later i find someone willing to rent me their apartment for the cheap. (saved about 400 by procrastinating.. somebody up there is keeping track of things.) and so forth and so forth. punctuality is something that im not so great at. sometimes im punctual sometimes not. it really depends on why i should be punctual. if its important things (like possible deportation or missing an airplane flight) then yeah im punctual, otherwise. im on hispanic time. i just procrastinate cause its so easy and it doesnt require effort, and we all know my stance on effort (bare minimum is good enough for most things... if i enjoy it, then ill do a bit more, otherwise, bare minimum) pretty soon im going to have to change that, if i plan to get a job anyway, not many companies seek out the efficient individual with a slightly less than stellar work ethic. but i do get some things done in a timely fashion (just dont give me a 3 month deadline, cause ill put it off till a week before if your lucky) but they have to be due right about then, otherwise i will find something infinately more entertaining to do, and theres always something... hell watching paint dry is more entertaining than work. so is watching the rain. so is watching the dust bunnies cross the vast desert that is the floor beneath my desk... thrilling. i named them. dust bunnie bo and dust bunnie jipo. ah, how they play. theyll be dead soon. no matter. i can always make more. do we realize that we buy things for the express purpose of throwing them away? like trashbags... kleenex... those kitchen towels... confetti. its all just trash the minute we use it. we dont accept that from anything else... but a trashbag we throw out the minute we get one. such a waste. supermarkets give out free bags you know. just use smaller trashcans. and your pretty much set. and yeah... london has questionable dentistry. should i pack a toothbrush or do you think theyll take it away at customs? toothpaste may be considered biological warfare. ill wage war with my mighty dental floss. beware britain, for i bring with me the knowledge of dental hygiene.

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