so in thinking about the whole zen-buddhism thing where everything needs to be in balance and every right has its wrong and light has shadow and so forth and so forth... then the good times, the highs, the times when everything is going blissfully fine and nothing should ever change, has to be followed by absolute shit.
right?
i mean if the entire equality thing is going to work, then good times need to be balanced out by bad ones. this is something that makes me very paranoid about the good times. its as if as soon as i realize that im having good times i start getting really worried about the bad ones that should follow. so im constantly seeing little things that shouldnt matter as the first of a chain of things. and oddly enough, im usually right...
its a repetition. things come full circle.

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