awake.

so lately ive been having trouble sleeping.
which means that twice this week ive been awake for a good 32 hours straight.
but then i sleep for 12 or 15 hours.
so i think it balances out, but im just not tired these days and sleep seems like its a waste of time that could be better spent, on what im not sure but i have this feeling that i dont want to sleep away these last days i have before going to london for 5 weeks...
something like i want to be around the people i know as much as i can for some odd reason...
if this is a premonition of ill events that will happen, then... well its a bad bad thing, like bad juju.
or maybe my body just has no idea what its supposed to be doing with itself these days, bloody brain is working more than it should be these days.